Founder’s Note

I did not set out to build my own methods, or a system of any kind, but rather desired to explain something that I was seeing and realizing through my work.

People have come to me over the past fifteen years looking to get unstuck in one part of their life, or to resolve an issue they could not name. Regardless of their reason for coming, I began to recognize the reality I was dealing with: every one of us has an energetic pattern under the surface, and it is through this pattern the rest of our life gets filtered. However, most of the time we are completely oblivious to the hidden layers, or intentionally ignorant of them due to pre-conceived ideas or beliefs.

There are traditions and systems already out there, both ancient and modern, which do a really good job of showing us our natural inclinations, mechanics, and energetic blueprints; many people who find me are already heavily engaged with such systems. I started my own seeking, diving into and then becoming an avid student of astrology, Human Design, and ancient practices. My studies and my experiences with clients brought clarity to something: where most people would see individual experiences, I was seeing patterns. And then I re-discovered a familial gift of clairvoyance which I had suppressed earlier in my life.

I am a forensic energetic practitioner. I observe both seen and unseen structures beneath the repeating patterns, working by watching what repeats, asking where it is being held, and following the evidence until the different layers begin to agree.

The premise in all I do is simple, really, but profoundly deep: a person has an energy body that holds the sum total of experiences from their lineage, soul journey, and current human manifestation, and the energetic properties that make up this unseen field were set as it formed. Some of these properties are full, some are thin, and some are absent altogether. Once a person is formed and birthed into creation, no new energetic properties can be issued to them, but a thin energy can be strengthened, and a missing one can be supported from the outside for as long as that support is supplied. That is why the work is ongoing rather than finished, and why we can observe, reveal, discern, release, and restore what’s lacking or blocking you within your field.

No single lens shows all of the story. A pattern held in the way a system formed does not look the same as one held in a decision made at seven years old, or in a life that ended with something unfinished, or in the mechanics a person was built to run on, and each of those asks for a different instrument to read it. I use the ones that answer the question in front of me, and where I could not find an instrument for what I was seeing, I built one, which is where NiZu came from.

None of what I do is entirely new. What is unique is the combination of the lenses I use, and the manner in which I use them. Classical Chinese medicine holds that the essence received at conception is finite, and can be supported but never added to. Hermeticism holds that the pattern above repeats in the pattern below, which is the closest thing in writing to what I actually see when I look at a field. I learn from these traditions, but I do not borrow their authority.